Dream Interpretation: Death of a Friend
Visitor's Dream: 'The first thing i remember about it is being at a party with my ex-girlfriend, but for some reason we were dating again. I remember drinking something, i think it was white wine, I remember telling her how excited I was about Beltaine (a holiday i celebrate on May 1) and i remember kissing her. the next thing i remember is getting in a van with a few of my friends (including my best friend and my girlfriend) and going to Hot Topic in the middle of the night, but they had Halloween stuff out despite the fact that I had said earlier that it was spring. Wandered around there for a bit then got back in the van. In the van, my girlfriend was in the backseat with me and she had her head on my lap. I remember her saying something about "i love him so much, i would really do anything for him...im so worried that i wont be good enough" (we're in an open relationship since she isnt out of the closet yet, and she has a boyfriend, and although i worry sometimes that she'll leave me, she recently told me shes going to break up with him anyway). That made me really sad, but we got back to the party and i wandered around the house til I fell asleep. I woke up next to my ex girlfriend and someone told me that my friend had died during the party (she's been sick, she has a rare disease that causes her a lot of pain, although i dont think its fatal). i remember this making me really depressed, along with my ex girlfriend (even though she doesnt know the friend), and when i was consoling her, she looked up and saw the friend's face, which asked her something, although i dont remember what. She answered, and I remember looking up and seeing the face but i acted like i thought she was going crazy. After that my mum picked me up from the party (she was with my brother) and we all went for a walk around the parking lot while i mourned the death of the friend, but I wouldn't tell my mum why i was so sad. shortly after I woke up feeling very sad, confused, and oddly enough, hung over.'